evil ear infection

[katekat]

Cotton balls. My head is stuffed with cotton balls. I have two fears: ears and eyes.

Eyes are easy - I just can't watch anything done with someone else's eyes. No surgery, no poking, no weird flipping up of the eyelid. The easiest way to terrorize me is to pretend to poke your own eye. I shudder and shake and turn away.

But ears - it's just the lack that makes me crazy. The wooly headed feeling, the muffled sounds. I want to climb the walls and all I hear is the echo of my own voice. It's not pretty. I wasn't meant to live inside my head like this.

So I do everything and anything to avoid ear problems. And now I've got one. And I'm slowly going insane. 9:15 am is the dr's appointment, and then I'll hopefully get some relief.

Comments

[dara-starscream.livejournal.com]

Oh man. Ear infections're the pits.

(snuzzle) What did the doctor say?
-BJ

[katekat]

yep, evil ears.

dr said i have a major blockage, and did the special ear cleaning stuff. lots of stuff in there *shudder*

i'm now waiting until the swelling goes down to see if i need antibiotics.

[dara-starscream.livejournal.com]

(wince) You'll be okay. The steps up to okay aren't exactly fun though. Bright side though; you have an engraved excuse to cuddle up in a chair by the window and relax for a few days.

(hug)
-BJ

[katekat]

lol - you're right about that. i just hate the whole 'i can make my own echo' thingy. but it's getting better hour by hour.

chair? book? window? i'm acutally embarking on a belated spring cleaning. maybe summer cleaning is more appropriate.

thanks though, lady. hugs are always appreciated.