i stamped my foot and whined
Dec. 28th, 2005 12:29 amAll the whining in the world won't really do any good - we still have to go back to the old place to pick up the last couple of carloads of things. Those random bits and baubles that are left in the corners and the closets, covered now in moving dust and spider webs. Who knew spiders were that quick?
Oh, wait, I did. They're fast when they've got plenty of room to stretch out in. And I'd love to leave their webs alone, but we're trying to get all of the leftovers (be they tennis racquets or old flower vases) over to the new place. Yet neither one of us really wants to deal with the dust or the empty walls and echos of the old place.
And at the new place... it's comfy and squishy and mostly unpacked and all I want to do is wander around feeling more and more comfortable in it. I don't remember feeling quite this right in a place before, not as fast, and I love it.
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Date: 2005-12-29 01:53 am (UTC)but your settlement money's finally coming? that's AWESOME!
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Date: 2005-12-29 01:56 am (UTC)Thinking about it, you're one of the very first to know outside my boss, roommate, and parents. Guess that means you're special. :p
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Date: 2005-12-29 03:55 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-12-29 04:01 am (UTC)I just hope my roommates don't kill me for moving out on them. Livie in particular seems pretty upset 'cause she's grown accustomed to my $400 every month and they're not in the best financial shape but I'll go crazy if I have to stay here and I don't owe them anything anyway.
Blah. Sorry to dump this all on you. It's just that now it's all starting to come together and I'm starting to feel a bit of a squeeze and I just have to let it out somewhere and I feel safe talking to you in your journal instead of posting locked entries to my own.
Thanks for listening.
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Date: 2005-12-29 04:49 am (UTC)And they won't kill you, no matter how disgruntled they might be at the moment... i know for lots of people any change is bad, so give 'em a little time. Besides, you need to put your own mental heath first. And even though it might be hard for them to find someone else, you've given 'em *plenty* of notice.
and it's totally ok to talk about it! you're NOT dumping. you're processing (doesn't that sound better?). and seriously, it's ok, my journal is friendly and here, and it is important to get this stuff out. it's my pleasure to listen. or type?read? *grin*