Those days are over ... back in the saddle again?

It's 2:39 am.  What the hell am I doing awake? 

I keep reading every else's journals and forgetting to do my own again.  So I'm not putting it off any longer.  You have been warned, this is the kate-brain at 2:39 am ... it may not be pretty, or coherent, but hey, that's me.

( still up for it? )

And you know what I realized while driving home the other day?  As much as I may whine and whimper, as much as it may feel like I'm still trying too hard or not working hard enough, I'm truly happy.  Happy we made the choice to move here, happy to be where I am, with the man that I love and the friends that I've discovered and kept, happy to be doing exactly what I'm doing.  I still have goals: someday I'll truly beat Tyler at a chess game, and it won't be when he's not looking, someday I'll figure out how to get to Japan with a boyfriend who doesn't want to go, someday I'll figure out how to incorporate the sci-fi part of my degree into the Japanese portion of it.  Someday.  But for right now?  I'm content. 

and now that i've typed it, i know it's a dangerous statement... but i'm not gonna delete it. :P

goodnight.

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