well, first off, you are as smart as you think you are - probably smarter! silly head. but i completely understand, and i'm right there with you, and so far the only way i've coped is to kinda keep doing what i've been doing and wait out the whole freeking out process - i seem to be better this week than i was last week about everything. hopefully that'll happen for you too.

and i so have to have flashcards for the latin names of the bio plants and such. otherwise *nothing* would stick. and boy, that would be embarasing.